Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Sunday, September 2, 2012
Secrets...
Everyone has a secrets, but my is a very special one that I had kept to my self till my best friend Erica found out when I was 18. My name is Nicole. Me and Erica had been the bestest of friends since freshman year. And since then we tell each other everything, go to the mall together, eat together, and sometimes even sleeps together. But never have I let her find out about my little secret. I always thought that one day, no matter how hard I try to hide it from her, she’s going to find out. It finally happened one night in the summer right after we graduated from high school.
Erica and I had went to the mall that day, we were laughing and joking all day like we always has been when we go out. I was so tired when I got home that night, that all I did was took a shower and when to bed. It was about 9:30 that night when Erica called me.
“Heeello?” I yawned as I picked up my cell phone.
“I need to talk.” Erica’s voice said on the other end.
Knowing Erica for so long I instantly know that something was wrong, and that she has been crying.
“Are you ok?” I asked.
“Can I come over?” she asked with a stuffy nose.
“Yea of course.” It was late but I would do anything for Erica.
“Ok.” she hangs up the phone.
I got up and went to the bathroom, the whole time thinking what could happened to my best friend.
Erica lived just a little down the street from where I lived, so after 10 minus my phone ranged again.
“Erica?” I answered gingerly.
“I’m downstairs.” that was all she said before she hang up the phone.
I quickly went downstairs and open the door to see my red nosed friends standing outside the door. Her eyes was sparkling with tears in the moonlight. More than once I have thought about how pretty Erica is, but that night there’s something about her being so sad and the moonlight shining on her made her look so beautiful.
“Was wrong?” I asked quietly while I took her hand and led her inside and closed the door behind her.
For answer I got a hug and more quiet sobs into my shoulder. I lead her quietly upstairs to my room so I don’t wake my parents. After I closed my bedroom door behind me and led her to my bed where we both sat down on the edge of the bed. By now the top of my white shirt is soaked with Erica’s tears.
“Was wrong honey?” I asked again, while I hold her again my breasts.
“Me and mom had a fight.” she said, and more sobs follows.
All I could is hold her close. After awhile I pushed her gently back so I can look into her beautiful face and said: “You must be tired. Lets talk about this tomorrow.”
She just nodded and we bother climbed into my big queen size bed. We held each other for awhile before I realize she was caressing my left breast. I let her keep caressing while laying there feeling myself getting extremely turned on. I have always been shy because of my secret, and I was trying my hardest not to let it show through my loose black shorts that I always wear when I go to sleep. She looked up into my eyes with her beautiful green eyes after awhile. I can’t help but leaned close and kissed her on her soft lips. She kissed me back as her hand went up under my white tee shirt to grab at my breasts. After a few passionate moments we broke the kiss. All the while I can feel my secret getting hard and hard. I know that soon she’s going to find out about my little growing lump in my shorts, although at the moment she is concentrating kissing and licking my nipples through my tee shirt which is driving me deeper into the ecstasy grove that she is leading me into.
After a while she looked up again I know instantly that’s she‘s going to move down. All I can do is just gave her a little nervous smile before she put her hand on my leg and moved up slowly towards the inside of my thigh, while the whole time kissing and sucking on my nipples which is now hard. I squeezed my eyes shut waiting for the inevitable moment to come. All of a sudden I heard a gasp and felt her whole body froze. I looked down nervously into her face which is already looking back at me. I can not read her expression except that her mouth was open. I was so terrified at that moment and then the unexpected happened.
Her unreadable expression turns into a smile and kissed my mouth while her hand rubbed the length of my cock through my shorts. After awhile my cock is to its max length and throbbing. Erica slipped my shorts off and moved my panties to the side, took my cock with her hands while stroking it making the tip of it wet with my own juice. She then ever so slowly kissed her way down to the tip of my cock. She licked and slurped with practiced accuracy that sends me straight into the center of the ecstasy grove and ready to explode with pleasure. Just seeing her sucking and tasting my juice is enough to make me go over the edge. But with great effort I looked down and led her gently away from my cock now wet from my juice and her saliva. I kissed her mouth while slipping her tee shirt and tight shorts off exposing her ever so perfect body. I sat up to took my white tee shirt off and turned her gently to her back and kissed her mouth passionately. I moved down to her beautiful breast and nibbled on her nipple. She sucked in the air to show her pleasure. My hands roamed her body leaving goose bumps every where I touch. I finally left the nipples behind and moved south. My lip glazed over her thin stomach, stopped for awhile around her belly button. Erica ached her back to show how much she enjoyed and begged me quietly with her moans to go lower. I finally arrived at her little shaved pussy. Her clit is dark pink almost red and moist with her own juice. I can smell her wetness and didn’t wait another second before I licked her salty juice. I looked up at her while I was sucking and licking her clit. Erica had her eyes closed and was moaning quietly. She had her left index finger between her teeth biting it lightly while her right hand cup around her right breast. Before long she hit her first orgasm of the night. She wiggled her up body then shivered while holding my head with both of her hands. After the spasm was over I moved up to her mouth and kissed her deeply. Our tits mashed against each other while the tip of my cock is rubbing against her clit. I broke the kiss after awhile and looked at her through my straight black hair which is dangling in front of my face, the tip of them inches away from Erica’s face. She looked back and nodded. I slowly eased the tip of my cock to her entrance and rubbed her clit with the head of my cock. Although I have seen a couple of porno movies and have imagined doing it before, I have never actually done it for real. I didn’t quite get my cock in her the first couple of tries. Then finally I looked into her smiling face nervously. She took my cock with her right hand and guided into position and mouthed for me to push. I gave one gentle push and my cock slipped in easily with the natural lube from both of our juices. Erica’s eyes were closed and gasping with pleasure every time my cock disappears inside of her. My hip pumped faster. We became so wet I can hear the wet noises as I pumped. I hugged her tightly as I concentrated on the pleasure of my penis going into Erica’s tight wet hole. She was hugging me tight so our tits mashed together as I pumped her overflowing pussy faster knowing I wont hold it in much longer. “I’m ganna to cum.” I whispered into her ear. “Me too Nic. Cum inside of me. Hurry!” she whispered back between quiet moans. I pumped harder, and soon I was shooting my load deep side of her pussy. She came too as her pussy become tight around my cock. I didn’t stop till the last of my cum came out. We laid with my cock inside of her pussy for a long time. Finally after we are breathing normally, I pushed up and kissed her lips and said: “well you keep my secret?” All she managed was a smile and a nod before she slips off into sleep with me in her arms.
Saturday, September 1, 2012
Friday, August 31, 2012
My first time with a shemale
Around 10 years ago I I was working as a bouncer erotic a nightclub in Fort Lauderdale, when one night I heard a commotion in the parking lot.
There were several men beating up a beautiful woman, when I tried to break it up I ended up getting very banged up myself.
Her name was Misty, she thanked me for helping her and asked if I need a ride home since I was so beat up. I told her I was just doing my job but since my glasses were broken I'd appreciate a ride home.
When we arrived god yes my house I invited her inside. I asked her why thoseguys wanted to beat her up. She told me she was a transexual, I was shocked I had never met a transexual before. Then she started crying and told me what anice guy I was and how she wished she had a man like me.
Then she reached over and started hugging me. I held her for a while, then she tried to kiss me. I
told her I'm not gay. She said I know you're not gay but I'd like to repay you for your kindness, and then she started to kneel in front of me and undo my pants. I didn't know what to do and I froze for a minute, and she ripped my pants down to my ankles and inhaled my cock.
It's felt great, she knew how to suck, she grabbed my balls hard and deep throated my cock, I never felt such incredible suction before, she squeezed my balls so hard by almost screamed. I finally said," yes suck my cock" shestood up and took off the rest of my clothes, then she threw me onto the bed and took off her clothes.
She then climbed on top of ME and told ME to suck her
balls. I had never seen an erect penis before accept my own. Hers was much larger must have been over nine inches. She said in a very deep erotic voice suck my cock boy and started rubbing in all over my face.
I became very turnedon at this point and opened my mouth which she promptly shoved her cock in my
mouth and started to fuck my mouth.
I had never been this turned on before I didn't know what to think.
My mouth was being fucked by a beautiful she male and I liked it. At this point she tried to turn me over onto my stomach I asked her what she was doing? She said "it's
okay baby turnover" and flipped me over onto my stomach. I told her I don't want to be fucked which she said I think you do and started to shove her huge cock in my ass. I screamed it's too big don't AHHHH don't god dam- it it's too
big. At this point I felt it slide in my ass, I tried to get her off ME but she was very strong, she said "take easy baby it will feel good in a minute" she stopped thrusting so I tried to relax and after several minutes she started fucking ME very slowly. My cock was rubbing against the bed sheets. I was so
horny at this point I would've done anything. She told ME tell me your my
bitch! I said never. So she withdrew her cock and shoved it all the way back in as hard as she could. I screamed in pain. She said," tell me your my bitch". I was then in incredible pain and had no choice but to shout out I'm your bitch please fuck me!
To which she said "you need to be fucked like a bitch on your back with yourlegs spread" and then she flipped me over and spread my legs and shoved her cock in my ass. While she thrusts viciously in my ass she jerked my cock harder than ever before. I howled in pleasure and pain and humiliation she smiled her my
humiliation and said "what's it to feel like to be fucked like a woman in the ass you bitch"
She suddenly stood up and crossed the room, she sat in the living room chair and opened the drapes to the front of a house and told ME to come here and sit on my cock where your neighbors can see the big tough bouncer get fucked like a bitch
by a she male!
I didn't know what to do I was so horny I hadn't come yet, and was extremely humiliated and scared my neighbors would see ME but she had ME in some kind of spell, she shouted "come here god dam it and sit on my cock, do what I fucking tell you" so I walked over to her and said "there's no way your fucking ME in
front of this open window" to which she smacked ME in my face hard, my ears rang. She said "ride my cock like good bitch" and I turned around and started to sit down on her massive hard on. I could only get a little of it in my ass but she grabbed my nipples and pulled me viciously down onto her cock and told
ME to ride her cock that she wasn't going to do all the work. So here I am in front of my open window riding a nine inch she male cock with my
own cock about to explode any second. Then she twisted my nipples as hard as she could while thrusting her cock in ME so hard you could hear it all through the house. She said "I'm going to come in your ass you fucking queer" and I shot a load unlike any other load of cum, I ever shot before in my life, all over my face and chest to which Misty said "lick up your come lover" and she shot her load of my ass.
I always remember that day!
"I Really Want To Be A Girl"
Ever since i can remember I have been interested in female clothing and female things. I was never able to show it much because I was afraid my family would disown me. I use to hang out with my cousins and they were both female, and my age we are all just weeks apart, and they always got these cute clothes or girly things that i wanted but couldn't have because I am not a girl. When they got older I use to steal their bras and panties and sometimes other clothes or sometimes they would leave some clothes at the house when they stayed the night and i would put them on and pretend to be a girl. I was cought a couple times wearing my moms bra, or my cousins, the use to keep asking what was wrong with me, and I kept saying I dont know because I didnt I just have always found bras and panties to be very comforting as well as other girl clothing, and they are cute and fun. I have tried to fight it and deny it because society doesn't accept it and i didnt want to let my family down. So I got into sports and working out to try and stop, I got really into that and started working out everday and being in sports and became very active and I still am, but even then I would find myself wanting to be a girl, seeing girls in the hall at school or the clothes they were wearing i wanted to be like them and be beautiful. So I started buying my own bras and panties and I have been tempted to buy complete outfits but my family still doesnt know. So I would wear them on my own time and enjoy it. Then I started realizing that I really want to be a girl, and I wanted to talk about it with someone so I told a very close female friend of mine and she thought I was wierd and stopped talking to me. Then I decided not to tell anyone and the end of my sophomore year I started dating this girl and it was going great, but i didnt tell her for about a year then I realized I love her and could'nt lie to her so I told her. She was shocked because I was so good at not showing it, but she stayed with me and is very supportive and is trying to get use to it and then maybe we can have fun with it. So I started wearing bras and panties a little more and things were great. Then this year, my senior year I decided to tell this close friend of mine and she is very open and accepting so I thougtht I could tell her and I have told a total of 5 female friends and they all support me and say its ok if I want to wear girls clothes, but only one knows that I really want to be a girl. So I asked her if she could help me accept my feminine side and embrace it. She has and she has given me great girls advice and we even had our first girls night about a week after graduation and she went lingere shopping with me and it was really fun, but it wasn't until I was talking to her about it and her asking questions that I started realizing that I really want to be a girl, but I am not like other transgender girls, I am not interested in guys at all! I guess thats because I spent my whole being a guy, because I couldn't be a girl so I figgured I better be one hell of a man, but even now I am 19 years old and known as one of the more active guys in my group of friends and I have many friends, and only one female friend who really knows that I want to be a girl. So I have been buying my own bras and panties and every night from work I come home shower and change into a bra and panties and hide them under my gym shorts and t-shirts. When I am home alone I like to wear a tank top and show off my bra and feel proud it feels great I love wearing bras and panties, and I would dress up as a girl and I want to live as a girl but I want to date girls. I dont know if this makes sense but I am like a lesbian in my head, because I want to dress as a girl, act like a girl and be a girl and do girl things, but I want to date girls and someday marry a wounderful girl, hopefully someday this girl I am with now and yes its the same one I told about me wearing bras and panties a little over two years ago and we are still together and doing great. I just want people to talk to who understand me so I can explain to her and so I can get advice from people who are willing and open and will talk to me and help me and I found this website so anyone who wants to I would love to talk to you and get advice. Thank you and thats my story.
(1) Gynandromorphophilia is a distinct erotic interest, not necessarily associated with homosexual or transgender behaviours. See Blanchard, R. and Collins, P.I. J.Nerv.Ment.Dis. 181:570-575, 1993. I happened to be present when Dr. Blanchard presented this paper at the Harry Bejamin International Symposium on Gender Dysphoria in New York.
(2) Men who are interested in shemales identify overwhelmingly as heterosexual. Even men who are erotically aroused by themselves in a female presentation, known as "autogynephilia", do not identify as homosexual. As Dr. Blanchard reports in the Journal of Abnormal Psychology. Vol 101(2) May 1992, 271-276, "This finding supports the hypothesis that autogynephilia is a misdirected type of heterosexual impulse, which arises in association with normal heterosexuality but also competes with it."
(3) Fetishistic arousal (as with shemale pornography) is strongly associated with non-homosexual types of cross-gender behaviour. See Blanchard, Ray:Archives of Sexual Behavior. Vol 14(3) Jun 1985, 247-261. These references and many others support the following tenets of male sexuality, which are empirically observed by those in the field:
(4) Homosexual men are not generally attracted to any form of female sexual presentation.
(5) Sexual fantasies and the use of pornography do not necessarily have any bearing upon personal behaviour or real world sexual preferences.
(6) An overwhelming majority of men who express an interest in, or sexual arousal by, shemale erotica would identify unequivocally as heterosexual.
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